A long roadSo much has changed since I last wrote a Journal on here.
I still miss my dad a lot. I re-read my error filled journal and started crying again. A part if me is glad I rote this all down because some of it I didn't remember. There are so many times were I just want to call him and get some advise but I can't. I can't hear his voice, I can't see his face, and I cant feel his hugs. There are times when I get depressed and just curl up in bed all day.
Right now I'm upstairs wiring this while my boyfriend is downstairs with his friend and a guy that wrote a book about my boyfriends grandfather. The outcome to it should be pretty interesting.
I'm not even in California anymore, we stayed there for about two years before taking a cross country trip from there to New Jersey, which is where we're currently living now.
Something interesting that I have found out over this crazy election, my dad's death date is Bernie Sanders birthday! I can't wait till the day I get to m