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The way that you make me feel cannot me described, its more than any words can describe, but I can't help that I want you by my side all the time, so every day that you are away, I can't help but to feel alone. I can't help but to feel depressed, I love you more than any words can describe. This situation that we are in is so annoying XD I hate that you live so far away I hate that you may not be coming back here for senior year. How will this turn out if you DON'T come back. I don't know what to do I will cry myself to sleep every night reminiscing on the memories that I have of us. When will I see you again? When will I get to hold you in my arms? When will I get to taste your lips again? How much longer will it be, till I see your beautiful hazel eyes again? ='(
A long road
So much has changed since I last wrote a Journal on here.
I still miss my dad a lot. I re-read my error filled journal and started crying again. A part if me is glad I rote this all down because some of it I didn't remember. There are so many times were I just want to call him and get some advise but I can't. I can't hear his voice, I can't see his face, and I cant feel his hugs. There are times when I get depressed and just curl up in bed all day.
Right now I'm upstairs wiring this while my boyfriend is downstairs with his friend and a guy that wrote a book about my boyfriends grandfather. The outcome to it should be pretty interesting.
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R.I.P. Daddy
September 8th 2014:
The day started early for my aunt and I, she was down visiting for vacation and we both got up early to see the sunrise. We got there just as some light was peeking up over the horizon. We stayed this the sun fully rose up above the horizon. The sunrise was stunning. When we got back to the house I remember taking a small nap before going into work at noon.
My aunts plain took off at noon so my sister and mother took her to the airport. My aunt forgot her tablet at the house so my mom had to run back to the house to get it, but by the time she got back to the airport my aunt had missed her flight. My mom was on the way t
Update
To go along with my last journal I’ll start off with school.
I ended up taking spring off so I could focus on helping mother with things around the house. I also found the time to figure out what I really wanted to do with my life. For summer I switched my program objective to business entrepreneurship and business management. I ended up taking Business Law this summer and it was amazing. I learned so much and I’m pumped to see what’s next.
As for my boyfriend and I, we are still going strong. He’s even asked me to move with him to California. He already has the house out there in California but he’s in the pro
So much can change
So much has happened sense the last time I posted one of these things. Let me just start off by saying that I’m so blessed to be healthy and that I have people around me that care, but most off that I have my family.
I guess I’ll first talk about school. I ended up changing my degree from just a general transfer to an A.S. in Environmental Science, so it’s like I’m starting over again, but I might change it again because it’s nothing like what I thought it would be. I have a couple of ideas but I’m not sure about which one I want to take. I’m thinking about Business Management because I figure that i
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awww, sorry lil' sis, but i feel ur pain too...
we'll have to make a secret meet up date w/both our partners...
we'll have to make a secret meet up date w/both our partners...